I was abandoned, when I was there around Left me on a dark road, of all answerless questions Shedding tears in that stinging rain, when none can see All alone, unfolding some sweet memories heaped in my heart
I was abandoned, when I was there around Where my words were never measured, but The words I heard, broke me into pieces All alone, was knitting those pieces to be me all again
I was abandoned, when I was there around Where my hard work went unrewarded The exertion buried me in deep distress All alone, was shedding tears which were never mine
I was abandoned, when I was there around Trust ran far away from me, never seemed to look back Confidence shot me to knees, ripping every sense All alone, was struggling to stand in every walk of life
I was abandoned, when I was there around Will soon be recalled, one day, by at least one For my special presence, or my silly talks All alone, will be there in some part of the world
For I lived all alone, through all the twists and turns Balanced all the ups and downs, solved all the problems I will be far away, hiding my face behind the tears All alone, I will be there not around, but still alive
***this is not just fantasy, it is a situation that some one in the world is facing these days.....i think it is true that..."people recognize the specialty of our presence only when we are apart"...!!!but when thy do, it will be very late..!!!***
though this is not my kind of poem with that special kind of feel good point, please review it...coz, my heart felt it too...!!!!
A smile is what I always wished to take It was my world, it was my life But now it just changed to be a fake Never knew it could turn into a knife Wounding my heart, that’s sweet and little Between mind and heart, creating a battle
Torn away from flesh, my heart stays life less I search my soul, just waiting to confess Waiting for a shoulder to lean on For a lap that I can lie on
Everything seems to be shattered Thought my dear ones will be flattered Now, it is only the dear friends I have Who are helping me live my life with love
I am happy to have them with me As a shining star, myself I see They hold me close again, once more And now, tighter than ever before
With octaves, I have hope in my dreams However lost, things may seem Definitely my dreams will come true With those good wishes, from their heart through
***for those who dont know, OCTAVES is my gang name....they are my best friend....in fact everything i am today, is because of them. in the above pic....from left to right, it is Vijay, Karthik, Jitu, Chaitu, Chandu, Shashank, Sukku and Swathi....they are octaves of my life....they are the special notes of the music of my life...!!!***
Winter weaves Dewdrops to snow flakes Making a white pillow
*** my other is blog updated with some beautiful pictures from my collection from the web. i loved them and hope you will like them too....!! you can check them here. and please drop a comment there too....!!!!***
Once in the dawn, I stood Near a pond, with two swans Enjoying their place with love The sun rays kissed my body
The spirit of Love smiled at me Waking me up to see the beautiful tree Branch of it sheltering someone Dressed in white, face I couldn’t see
The flute he blew created an enigma It touched my deep senses with a deep tranquil Enthralled, started to step ahead towards him Swans came together; I thought it was him and I
Birds began to sing; thought they were happy Rejoicing the beauty I just saw, elating my move The smile then was greater than before When the birds’ song grew louder
Then I realized that it was all a dream It was my Alarm and not the birds singing The music woke me up to the reality But I am still there, in my Land of Dreams...!!!
this poem is not just fantasy..it is my dream that i have been seeing in my Land of dreams from a long time. But i could never find who that person was sitting under the tree, blowing the flute(my favorite musical instrument) dressed in white( my favorite color) at such a beautiful place created by mother, NATURE. i hope i find my dream boy very soon and live the rest of life in his beautiful heart...!!!!
this is just a small attempt to explain my dream...but what my eyes saw and what my heart felt can never be written in words...!!!
The smiles you spread are treasure to me To be a reason of them is a pleasure you see Don’t worry; I will be there as long as I can be As I know that the smiles you spread are my success key Every day is too good to live, when the smile is with me Teach me the way to spread smiles to dear ones, please And when you started teaching, I collected them as a bee Soon realized, it was not easy as one like me might see Being a reason to smile was tough, but smiling was easy The mission of learning it turned me happy and pleasing And now, I am glad that the spreaders of smile are “WE”.
HELLO FRIENDS.....the 100th post of mine left be great memories that i can store all my life...thank you for being a part of it. meanwhile i was also awarded my Mithe. thank you friend....!!!! now it is time for me t pass them on.....
it is passed to Phoenix, Mayank, PreetiLata, Vinay, Prams, Aparna,Stephen...!!! congratulations friends,...!!!
this passed to Mayank, Hemanth, PreetiLata(Esp. for her different forms of poetry), Vinay, Stephen...!!! Congratulations friends...!!!
this is to some special bloggers in this blogger world...and tops the list is my favorite blog owned by Mayank, and then hemanth's, Phoenix, Amit, Mithe, Sawan, Prams, Mod Girl, Aparna, PreetiLata, Vinay....!!!congratulations...!!!
***Long post but do read it completely..please...!!!***
beautiful is my life spent here with all the good wishes from those dear only smiles were those i can hear that wiped off my every tear threw away every little fear made me bring to all you, so near its my pleasure to be present here amongst people so wonderful and clear
every simple word you read, every silly line you praised made my pen feel great and turn into a needle to weave the letters to words, words to lines it was all done just for that smile that you wear reading my simple work, and writing those great lines so, today on this special day of my special place my special pen wanted to write something special for you special and wonderful people But this is what it could write....!!!!**here are the roses of friendship to you.....please accept them...!!!***
hello friends....this is my 100th post. i wanted to make it a special one and was thinking about what to post since 1 week now. but couldnot think of anything. My Gang...OCTAVES suggested me to write a poem about my dream boy, about our gang, or something about me, or something about life(inspirational) etc. But i thought i will write about my special friends here, on this blogger world. i would like to share with you the journey of my time in my Land Of Dreams.
it was long back that i read an article about blogs and found them interesting. till then, i never knew what a blog meant. i felt to have a blog for myself but forgot the idea after a little time. but one day my cousin, PRAMS told me about her blog and i visited it. it was a great experience to read it. To me it felt like living in our own way, no matter what the rest of the world thinks. then i started my blog. it was titled "MY DREAMS MY LIFE" first but now it changed to "LAND OF DREAMS". a beautiful place since the time of its creation. i soon started posting the poems that i wrote from a very before.
there were no visitors to my blog except Octaves....Sukku is a regular reader of my blog. she has read all my 99 posts and i am sure she will read this one too. but to me, i wanted someone else to read my blog too. then, i was made happy by my online friend, Satyajit who read my posts and from then on he calls me, "GENIUS" ha ha ha.....i am glad for having him in my friends list.
i was about to leave this place, but i came across someone whom i never knew....but now, one of ma best friends.....a special visitor always. he is Hemanth and i cant tell you how happy i was to see someone unknown to comment on my blog.
from then, i never turned back. i met many friends here and reading their blogs inspired me to write more. i was happy all the time for having having them in my life. and friends, my blog has become the part of my life. i started 3 more blogs, one for articles i write, other for pictures, another for my native home.
all through this journey, the best part was my "INDI BLOG MONTH" when i realized how beautiful our country is and how great we are to be for being the citizen of INDIA.
today, on this 100th post of mine, i am glad to celebrate it with joy and happiness with all you wonderful people. thank you for being there and never stop visiting my Land of Dreams...with you, my place is nothing than just a being place. i dont know if this post of mine is special but to me, i am happy for writing all these. the teddy below is a special gift on this special day of mine to hemanth, sam, harshita, aneesh, amit, mod girl, meera, geethika, crystal, anwesa, prams, mayank, tulps, chriz, aparna, phoenix, sawan, mithe, priya joyce, prudhvi, lena, pisku, stephen, preetilata, surya, vinay, diay, archana, sneha, octaves(sukku, chandu, vijay, chaitu,swathi, jitu, karthik, shashank), satyajit, visu, pavani (my sis), and everyone reading this post...!!! :D
Dear friends, one words, last word for this post....
**dont forget to take my poem with you...it is yours, written specially for you....!!!***
**would love to see the teddy and the roses in your blog if you like them....!!!!****
I may not have seen you But I know that you are there I can feel you in my Land of Dreams As I enter into each new day
I know you are always there Those lovely moments to share Also when heavy was my heart You shared it’s every tiny part
Your smile, so sweet, so bright Makes me forget every fight It brings me a cute little light That makes me going every night
You helped me to love myself To throw all the sorrows on the top shelf You showed me my life seem so good That I started doing all that I could
You never judged me on anything You accepted me for what I am You appreciated my every success You encouraged me on every failure
The friendship we share Is so precious to me It gave me hope to live What is special to me is “WE”
You are my friend and that is true You are my Guardian Angel, God has sent To show my all the smiles And walk those many extra miles
LOVE YOU FRIEND….!!!!
HI FRIENDS....this is my 99th post and i am glad for having at this point so soon...!!!! it has been a great time in this blogger world meeting all you wonderful people. Today, i have written these few lines for all my friends and hope they like them. the Green Pic(second one) was for some special blogger and a wonderful person in this world. but when i started writing who that special person could be, it turned out to me a list of names and each name was a special one in his/ her own way.....Here goes my List:
Hemanth, Prams, Vinay, Phoenix, Mayank, PreetiLata,Sawan, Mithe, Priya Joyce, Prudhvi, Lena, Sam, Aneesh, Mod Girl, Anwesa, Aparna, Archana, Sneha, Surya, Stephen, Tulips, Amit, Harshita, and last but not the least....my Gang Octaves, and Satyajit(Jaggernut) ( though they dont own a blog)...!!!!
all you people have been so good to me and dear friends, the poem is all for you. i wish i could see the pic in your blog too...!!!
i wanted to thank all of you for being there...but "NO THANKS, NO SORRY TO FRIENDS" is my principle so...will not do it. then how should I let you all know that i am happy for having all of you???? may be this time a simple SMILE tells it all...!!! so here goes my smile...!!!
When the winter ends, the spring starts When the dew drop begins to shine It is a special time for the farmers Not just to celebrate the harvest It is the celebration of everything That life has offered to every one.
The first festival of every New Year Sankranthi, is a special festival for the Telugus The first day Bhogi start the celebration When its time for the new clothes, new food The cows decorated, the girls traditionally dressed The rangolis beautifully designed.
today, is a special day to every individual from Andhra Pradesh & Tamil Nadu. today is the first day of the special festival Sankranthi(pongal)...a three day festival. it is the only festival that celebrates the Harvest..!!! celebrated very Traditionally...!!!!
every year i used to go to my native home but this time we could not..... i am missing our native home alot....!!!
HAPPY BHOGI FRIENDS....!!!!
***who ever missed the previous post go ahead....and read it...!!!****
you showed me happiness you taught me beauty of life you brought me every light
and now, dear sweet heart you also brought me the pain to that same little heart of mine to which you taught what love meant
please come back not to see how i am but to touch that little heart where you are already there to spread out the love that you own..!!
Hey friends....this is not written today..it was written for a comment in Vinay's blog. As I am a bit busy with the browsing of MBA colleges, i could not write something new. So, I thought i will post those lines that i wrote as a comment to many bloggers....!!! i hope you will like them too...!!! Like the three liners, these also go into the category where i will post out those special lines that i wrote for the special bloggers in this blogger world....!!!
THREE LINERS......just three lines says it all....!!! all these days, i was just writing my thoughts and feelings but now, i am trying to make out something special. so, here are my three liners. just three lines and the feeling is said....i hope i will do them better.....!!!
Hurray...i am tagged again...by Phoenix... Thank you dear...!!! here are my answers..!!!
1)What is your occupation? A student and will be one always….!!!
2)What colour are your socks now? I don’t wear socks my dear….but when I it is blue pair…!!!
3)What are you listening to now? Song from a Telugu movie…..nice Song Rehman Composition…!!!
4)What was the last thing you ate? An Orange….i eat one everyday..!!!
5)Can you drive a stick shift? Whats that????
6)Last person you spoke to on phone? My Dad….!!!
7)Do you like the person who sent you this? Yeah….I Love Her….!!!
8)How old are you today? 20 yrs, 10 months, 26days…!!!
9)What is your favourite sport to watch on TV? Hockey and Tennis..!!!
10)What are your favourite drinks? Coffee…I love it….but I cant enjoy it these days frnds….some health problem…..!!!
11)Have you ever dyed your hair ? Nope never……I am feared that it may get spoiled…..i have a very long hair and I love it…!!!
12)Favourite food? Mamma’s Kitchen has everything that I love…..so anything from her is perfect one to me…!!!
13)Last movie watched? Gajini……it was a boring one….i watched the Telugu and Tamil version so not found the Hindi one so interesting….!!!
14)Favourite day of the year? the day when I call it “TODAY”…..;)….!!!
15)How do you vent out your anger? I shout and after I come down…I start crying for having shouted at my dear ones…..!!!(coz, I will not be angry with someone I don’t care about…!!!)
16)Favourite toy as a child? Teddy…I love it now too…..!!!
17)Favourite season? Winter…I love winters but it doesn’t love me…!!! But this is what is called love where you don’t expect the other to return it to u in the same way..!!!
18)Do you want your friends to email you? Yes,of course. And can you please show me someone who don’t like it???? Every one wants to read those nice words written by their friends…!!!
19)When was the last time you cried? When I got my result…..it was a bad one…I cried not because the result was bad….but for those words that I had to hear form my parents…..in fact I was happy coz I know the reason for having not studied and for not writing the xams well....anyways lets not think about….!!!
20)What is on the floor of your closet? Some dusted papers that my sister left out…..she never puts the books and papers in place….!!! 21)Who is the friend you have had the longest? I have lot many….Ravi, Preeti, Vivek, Swetha, Shanu, Raghavan…all are my childhood friends….we were together since I was five…..!!!
22)What did you do last night? Checked out some colleges where I can apply for my MBA…I am confused friends…I hope I can get into some good institute….!!!
23)What are you most afraid of? Silence and sorrow…I hate them and I cant think about the situation when they come together….!!!
24) Plain, cheese or spicy hamburger? Not any one…I am not with this food…I love spicy Indian food…!!!
25) Favorite dog breed? Pomeranian
26) Favorite day of the week? Thursday
27) how many states have you lived in? One ….!!!
28)Diamond or pearl? Pearl…it is pure and natural…..i have written few lines about its creation too...!!!
29)What is your wish for this new year? May all my angels blush for me and gift me all the happiness and guide me to the right road…!!!
30)New year resolutions? YEA of course….No chocolates, No ice creams, No sweets…have to out down weight….!!!
Now I tag, Hemanth, AparnaRaviKumar, Mayank, Vinay, Amit, Mod Girl, Archana
When happy thoughts flow in my mind When beautiful dreams are seen through my eyes When a sweet smile dance on my lips When a wonderful feeling touched my senses
I open the doors of my little heart To know about the place it was This gave it every wonderful sensation That it can never imagine to posses
My little heart drowned in the ocean of joy When it knew that it was safe Bounded with love & care for ever In you beautiful SWEET HEART….!!!
hi Friends.....this new year has been a special one for me and my blog....!!! if i had heard lot of good news from every side....my blog is being showered with awards. Today, i started off blogging with the Award from Sam and then it continued with a hand full of them from Phoenix. i am very happy for having received them. thank you friends....!!!
I would now like to pass them to all those who are worth of them....if any one already accepted them...please accept them again...Thank you...!!! (The awards can be taken from the side bar on the right....!!!)
You store my smiles, my tears My good times and the sad ones too You were there with me from years All these days, the only thing I had is you
You changed from time to time Just to store what I was and am You have only those that are solely mine You bring me everything that you can You have a place on my bed You share every feeling of my heart You know all the thoughts of my head You are just my own special art
You showed me strength to face the world You brought me love from everywhere You gave me power to raise a word You showered on me all the care
Dear Diary, thanks for being there I can be my ‘self’ only with you I know you cant out it on air But I know, my beauty is all you…!!!
***PICS: Hey Friends.....these pictures have some specialty. they are not just pictures, they are my diaries. the Green one is my 2008 diary and the Purple one is my 2009 diary. i started writing diary when i was studying VIII standard and i know what i was then and what i am now. to me diary is the best friend. every day i spend nearly an hour writing it.
*** a bit long post.....but please do read it....****
hope you all have enjoyed the new year day....i had a very great time....!!! my new year day brought me many good news that i was drowned in the river of happiness all the day....!!! let me tell you about the good things that came my way the day before...!!!
one of my good online frnd got placed in a company. He was almost into depression from last one month for not getting selected.
i got to chat with my favorite cousin, Prams after a long time. we share a special bond that i dont have with my own sister. she is like a best friend and a role model to me. you can know her from here. not even my parents know about the book but my sister does...!!!
we got a call from a person who is working with a social service project of the UNO. he knew about us from the home where we celebrated our christmas and wanted to contact us to talk about his project. he wants us to be the part of the project. it means, we will be the members of the UNO and will be working for 192 countries under it.
went to an old friends'(no more in this world.) home and met my other best childhood frnd there. had a great time there.
GREAT NEWS NA.....I WAS VERY HAPPY YESTERDAY...!!!!
the problem with my internet seems that it is solved and so could upload the awards that i recieved from Mayank. Thank you Mayank...!!! I am glad for having recieved them and here are the awards....!!!!
i would like to pass this award to Vinay, Prams,Phoenix, PreetiLata, Mod Girl...!!!! If you have been already awarded with it,....reaccept it please..........!!!
this is forwarded to Amit, Prams, Aparna Ravi Kumar...!!! please reaccept if already you were awarded them....!!!
this is designed by Riversoul, got it from Mayank...!!! i request all of you to put it in your blog and fight against terror...!!!
This award is forwarded to Hemanth, Vinay, Phoenix, PJ, Sawan, Aneesh, Mithe, Preetilata, Surya, Prams, Harshita, Archana, Prudhvi, Sam, Stephen, Sneha, Anwesa, Tulips. Please accept them again..i know you already recieved them....!!!
THANK YOU FRNDS.....FOR BEING THERE ALWAYS...!!
***P.S. anyone who missed my new year post....please check it out..!!!***
The year ahead will be very new With all the good wishes and the perfect times Better chances to make our dreams come true Beautiful times to brighten up our lives
It is a clean slate and the chalk is all yours To write up your destiny, and strive to make it true It is a surprise gift wrapped with time Brings you all the happiness and joy in the world
So get…..set…..go….!!! Enter the brand new year Start it fresh with all the good wishes To focus on the goals and fulfill your dreams To be happy and make your dear ones smile for you
Wake up on this new year day To accept my wishes specially for you May peace and beauty fill all your space To make it a bright and comfort one…!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR….!!!!
HI FRIENDS....HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD. this is my new year gift to all you wonderful people from my Land Of Dreams...!!! Unwrap it to find all those beautiful smiles for you, to accept all the happiness that you life has to offer you from now on, all the joys that you waited for...!!! i wish to see this gift on all your blogs...this time no mention of names...it is for everyone who are in my blogroll and all those who visit my blog....!!! thank you for being there.....!!!!
***all those who have not seen my previous post can see it. it is the last post on my INDI blog and the last post of the last year....!!! spread your feeling tooo...!!!