I WAS ABANDONED..!!!

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Left me on a dark road, of all answerless questions
Shedding tears in that stinging rain, when none can see
All alone, unfolding some sweet memories heaped in my heart

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Where my words were never measured, but
The words I heard, broke me into pieces
All alone, was knitting those pieces to be me all again

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Where my hard work went unrewarded
The exertion buried me in deep distress
All alone, was shedding tears which were never mine

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Trust ran far away from me, never seemed to look back
Confidence shot me to knees, ripping every sense
All alone, was struggling to stand in every walk of life

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Will soon be recalled, one day, by at least one
For my special presence, or my silly talks
All alone, will be there in some part of the world

For I lived all alone, through all the twists and turns
Balanced all the ups and downs, solved all the problems
I will be far away, hiding my face behind the tears
All alone, I will be there not around, but still alive

***this is not just fantasy, it is a situation that some one in the world is facing these days.....i think it is true that..."people recognize the specialty of our presence only when we are apart"...!!!but when thy do, it will be very late..!!!***

though this is not my kind of poem with that special kind of feel good point, please review it...coz, my heart felt it too...!!!!