I WANT TO LIVE MA LIFE.....

i want to live my life

i want to climb the hill
and feel the goodness of fresh air
i want to stand at the sea shore
and feel the water tickling my feet

i want to go into the garden

and play with the colorful butterfiles

i want to drench in the rain

and njoy the few droplets of rain

i want to play in the snow

and make a snow man

i want to make a boat

and sail through the stream of water

i want to get all the colors

and blend the rainbow in ma heart

i want to smile for u

and make ur life happy

i want to be there for u

and make ma life beautiful

I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE

TO BE THERE FOR YOU

AS U R SPECIAL TO ME

AND TO THE REST OF THE WORLD

MISSING U FRIEND......

This post is dedicated to one of my best friends in ma life, Satish, whom we lost in the year 2002. He was a very special friend and a sincere student. everyone in ma class love to be with him because it is not only him who is special but also that, he used to make everyone around him feel so. THIS IS TO YOU SATISH...!!!

you meant so much to all and me
you are special and that's no lie
i dont know where u are now
i know that you are watching me

Many tears i have cried
they have all poured out like rain
you are no longer there with us now
and so no longer in any pain

But we are in vain
you simply said "GoodBye"
but it is very hard
to wave back

The time we spent together
is always there in ma mind
the bond we shared
is always alive in ma heart


The bond will be always there
the friedship is always intact
but the time for us has come and gone
and i know u cant come back

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAITU...

TO MY FIRST FRIEND OF OCTAVES
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR
may all your dreams cherish
may all your hopes come true
may u reach the goal u had set
may u be the most happiest person in da world
once again, a very ahppy birthday BACHI....

we like you for not the way you are
but for the way we are with you
may it be your hair, may it be your care
everything is always special that
(includin APPUUU)
we find all the happiness when u r around

frnd, nothing is complete for octaves
without you in it
HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY
AND MAY YOU HAVE ALL THE HAPPINESS
AND JOY FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD

THE MOMENT OF HONOUR...!!!

hi frnds... i don't know how to express this feeling. i just cant say i am very happy. it is a small words that can definitely not express my feeling today. it is the day of pride to the country and a day of honor to me.
while the rest of the country was celebrating the 61st independence day, i was searching for words to talk at the most important place of my life. the school which taught me everything I am today, the school which showed me the real values of life, the school which helped me building my persona, and what not, has given me the life's greatest gift.
i was honored to hoist the National Flag on the Independence Day and was asked to address the students as the alumni of the school. not only the school management but also all the Siddharthians (that is how the students of ma school are called) gave me a warm welcome. i didn't have any idea about it when i went to my school.
when i was in my school some six years back, i never imagined something of this sort. i always wanted to see the Tricolor from very near but never saw it. it was always a dream to come true
but it has come true. i was at the top of the world when my Correspondent sir was teling about me to the young Siddharthians as the student whom he trusted a lot. he names me the "MOST HONEST STUDENT" and "HARD WORKING". i was delighted to listen it from him and have no words to express me feeling.
i still don't have any words to express the feeling. i don't even know if i had put all the feelings in the right way. but,

I AM HAPPY...!!!

I WISH...!!!

Into the world of beauty’s flame

I wish to enter as the spark of love

Into the world of love

I wish to enter as the spirit of joy

Into the world of joy

I wish to be the atom of smile

Into the world of smiles

I wish to be the one smiling

I wish to make others feel

The divinity of life on Earth

The beauty of the twinkling stars

The vastness of the blue sky

The freedom of the cool air

The innocence of childhood

Who will take it from me???

The magic of smile is waiting for u

So hurry up…!!!!

OR ELSE U WILL MISS IT DUDE…!!!

I AM SAD...!!!

Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.

Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,
Constantly there.

I lost my happiness
I lost my smile
I don’t know why but
I fear to face the world

I fear of being alone
But still I don’t know why I am alone
Still shredding tears
Still thinking about nothing


WHAT AM I DOING?????

OCTAVES OF MA LIFE...........

Having told you what friendship is… I would now like to tell you about someone special in my life….. I don’t say only one but a number of people who made me feel the value of the sweet bond of friendship. I name them octaves of my life…..they are the music of my soul and the tune of my heart.

(Don’t consider the order friends…..)

To start with, Chandu is the name that makes me have a gr8 smile on my face. He makes me laugh when I am upset. He helps me do things in the right way at the right time. He taught me the way to be happy for anything and to smile when something goes wrong.

Moving on to the girl who is short with a big heart. She is Sukanya(Sukku). I have learned many things from her. Especially “how to love and respect the bond of friendship.” She is a freedom lover but still she is a KID.

The chain next hooks chaitanya (Chaitu) who was my first friend in my college. He is a different thinker and a good analyst. He is the most caring friend I have ever got. He likes cooking a lot.

the hook naturally lead to the Rajasthani boy, Jitendra Singh Chauhan (Jitu). I can say he is the most irritating friend of mine. We always fight with each other but still we are good frnds too. We share about almost everything in life. He taught me how to take decisions.

Then comes in the picture a boy with lots of fear to talk to girls but respect them. He (vijay) taught me the ways to cover the things when something goes wrong and also how to manage things as well

Fear makes me think about swathi…. She seems to be serious always but she is not that way from the heart. She taught me “TO BE YOURSELF”. She has certain ethics and never changes them for any mater.

Lets smile for a while with our LB(Shashank). I love his dance and his attitude towards his life. I respect his dreams and so hope them to come true. He helped me know the value of smile in my life(especially in tough situations).

The last note but the very different note of the music of our octaves….. is Karthik. He is a go getter. Enjoys our company but never comments in return. He is typical guy with a good goal towards life. He never fears about anything.

I don’t know if I had put all my words in the way I wished to express my views about my friends. I still feel that I didn’t do it well. But I know what I feel and hope u can feel it too. they are the people who changed my attitude towards life.

I would never like to leave anyone of them and so I wish all of you reaing this blog pray God that we shud be together always….

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY FRNDS………….!!!!!!!!!