D--Deny..!!

A beautiful dream
of love in life
shared it with you
now shattered into pieces

Those silent stares into the void
endless wait by the phone to ring
a little wink, the naughty you
I still await denying the fact never to find

Gifts flowers diamonds
All I shall give up
Flooded by your thoughts

My heart denies to accept

Even if I do, I shall wait
A hundred thousand years
For my love is true
Even if you deny...!!

Written for April A-Z Challenge...!!

ANTIDOTE..!!!

Little dove
Wings wounded
Feathers plucked

Nights scare
Dark time
Sounds dread
Peace abduct

Terror filled
Every noise
Every moment
Mourns dove

He ruptured
Her wings
She dreads
Little life

Antidote ever
Be established
To save
Little doves
Many suffering

To stop
Painful mourn
Here’s my
Silent prayer

Written for Sunday Scribblings..!!!

PROMISE..!!!

"Dad…Why did Mamma go to God??" She asked him standing in front of her mother's grave.

He almost broke into tears hearing his five years old little girl ask about her mother.

“Angel, God isn’t good in English no. That’s why mom has gone to teach Him. She is the best teacher in this world to teach Him, so you should be proud of your mother” he was almost dying to stop his tears flowing down.

“Daddy”

“Yes Angel”

“Daddy, God isn’t good with mathematics also. But please promise me that you will not go to teach Him”

He was just looking at her.

“Daddy, I know you are the best Mathematics teacher in the world.”
He found himself crying already.

“Because I can learn English without mom but Daddy, Mathematics is very difficult. The problems are very tough you know.”

“I will not leave my Angel. I promise.”

Written for Thursday Tales..!!!

TRIBUTE TO 26/11

Death is kind
really is it??
Death brings peace
to whom is it??

Fighting terror
many we lost
finding peace
many were dead

Terrorism is a pain
to even who kill
will they ever stop
can we live in peace

They lost their lives
to an evil game
though its two years ago
the pain is still the same

Tribute to the dead
on this day two years ago
prayer for peace
for years to come

What Difference A Day Makes..!!!

walking on the edge of life
a desire to live still alive
I wish the time stands still
as they enjoy every minute

a smile they share
as it pains within
a hope of life
inspires them to grin

Ask them what life means
its not yesterday, nor tomorrow
Its in today, they explain
a great truth revealed

Fighting cancer all while
they teach us to live
what difference a day makes
ask them to know the best

Just another day its never
one more day with loved ones
they relish, they celebrate
and wish, one more day please

What difference a day makes
ask those who have none
they live in today
while we are busy
thinking about the future..!!

Written for Sunday Scribblings..!!!

Smiles heard
Joy felt
Grin special
She enjoyed life

Pink cheeks
Soft as rose petals
Tiny fingers
Beautiful as buds

All her world
Sweet and special
Little dreams
Of little girl

All shattered
Ripped off
Her world

That monster

Hollering with pain
She cries out loud
Knows not what befell
But is suffering

Body hurts
Yearns solace
Limbs ache
Longs affection

Unable to move
She sits in dark
Fearing him
Again to come

Loosing strength
Crying with pain
She lost breath
We lost her

The monster alive
The tiny angel dead
We are watching
Shall we not act?

U--ULULATE..!!!

Upon her girl's death
Loud cries echoed around
Unknown her pain to us
Little life she gave birth to
A girl child it was
Tore her life, killed her
End will this crime ever???

Written for May A-Z Challenge...!!!

WOW...POSTED 12 POSTS IN THE LAST 12 HRS...AM LOVIN' IT..!!!

T--TRAGIC...!!!

Terror created
Round the world
All are innocent, who died
Grief left to the rest
It will end, I doubt
Can someone stop terrorism???

Written for May A-Z Challenge...!!!

Q--QUAKE..!!!

cries of hunger
all around heard
another day started
to end alive, a wish

hunger of years
they forget,with tremors
soon lives shuddered
sudden quake, terrible

homes trashed to ground
survivors hard to be found
thousands dead left many injured
when Haiti struck with Earthquake

They are in need of help
neither with food, nor shelter
they lost their dear ones
before they loose self, lets help

They have no future to look up to
except for people like me and you

Written for May A-z Challenge..!!!

M--MALICE...!!!

Nations endure
emotional turmoil
erupting anguish
every day

Malice of each other
distract not the Lands
destroy its people
tearing into pieces

cries of the dead
echo all across
the world still dying
to live each day

Will the malice ever stop
Will the world be one big family
living in peace and harmony
is the very question unanswered..!!!

G--GRAVEYARD...!!!

Soul similar to her
she wished to see
a dream all her life
is a doll to give birth too

rhythm of freedom
she tuned all the way
songs of freedom
to give her little baby

daughter she waited for
she knew it was a her
a little doll she dreamt of
all her life, as she grew up

Knot she is tied to
wanted a son as a heir
wanted his soul on earth
not hers, actually never

the stars shimmer
the skies go dark
as he shot her soul
with no love, no respect

her sacred womb
now a bloodied graveyard
immense pain, seeking death
as her soul dies before seeing light

today she is dead
to keep her knot alive
to make a son their heir
she died a song unsung

Written for May A-Z challenge...!!!

F--FLAVOR...!!!

How can I write

of the flavor of life
When my fellows
suffer to live

As the blood streams
everywhere around
how can I think
of happy smiles

As the loved ones
left us along way
how can I take pride
of this little life, being alive

The flavor of life
destroyed with blood
of our loved ones
who are killed every day

how can I write
of the beauty around
when my country men
are dying for no reason

Written for May A-Z Challenge..!!!

E--EMBARRASSMENT..!!!

Met an foreigner sitting beside me as I was reading a book along the pool. He was enjoying his last few minutes in India, as I knew he was leaving the next day.

"Hey John! how are you today??" I asked him closing my book and setting my bookmark in place.

"Hello Kripa. Am doing good dear, just enjoying the last minutes in your country" he replied, half smiling.
"So, how did you find India?" Abhi joined us.

"wow, Its a beautiful country. Different colors are found every where. The ancient history is still treasured. The culture, the traditions i read about in the books is still fresh and alive. Am honored to live in this country at least for a small time." he said recollecting every memory he has captured all along.

"Seems like you enjoyed the stay in India alot." I said smiling.
He just smiled ans Abhi aksed "So how did you find Indians??"

"Indians?? Who Indians?? I dint find any here" John answered, rather questioned. Abhi and I were puzzled. the smile had already vanished.

"Who else can you find in India??" abhi questioned.

"I found a Kashmiri in Kasmir, a Rajasthani in Rajasthan, a bengali in Bengal, a Tamilian in Tamil Nadu, a mallu in Kerala, a hyderabadi in Hyderabad." He continued.
"I also found a hindu, a muslim, a christian, a jain, a sikh. I also found some rich and many poor. But dear friends, I found no Indians here." he said and left.

Abhi and I were struck in embarrassment.


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P.S.: Dear friends..think of this...how true. we are all fighting everyday to live up our caste, our religion, the place we live..forgetting the country we belong to. So, please be an INDIAN...not anyone else living in India..!!!

Every time someone asks you "Who are you?"
Proudly answer "I AM AN INDIAN..!!!"

Written for May A-Z challenge..!!!

Q--QUEST...!!!

All life long
Were busy sharing love
With their little ones
Day in and day out

All life long
Thought only of them
Their career, their life
Leaving back their own life

All life long
They built in confidence
To face life’s every phase
With strength and smile

All life long
They just knew
Giving you love
Showing you care

Now you have thrown them
Away from your world
They are in the quest of love
Of shelter, of life

All life long
You may be happy
But never forget dear friend
There are two souls happier than you

Your parents, whom you left
To the world, to live
But still, they would never leave
Their little child, though you grow old

Written for April A-Z Challenge..!!!

N--NOSTALGIA...!!!

A perfect place to live

loving people all around

helping each other

for a better life

No problems raised

no killing each other

sharing happiness

with one another

A perfect place

where children play 

where they study

not beg and abused

A perfect place

where elderly loved

taken care of forever

not left off on the roads

A perfect palce

where girls are welcome

seen as precious lives

not as a burden and kill

A perfect place I dream

of my country to be

but the thought

makes me nostalgic

Written for April A-z Challenge..!!!

BOND OF TRUST..!!!

Its a silent agreement between the little hearts. Its the language which only they understand. Its the feeling of love, bond of trust. They are ready to do anything for each other. Helping one another to be better. Making every morning beautiful, every evening chilled out and every day complete, they actually lived for each other. Their bond was built on TRUST.

Suddenly, one day the trust broke. One heart never knew or never thought of. But the other heart planned about it already. Why will the other heart have to suffer though it loved to be with the other??Why was the precious FRIENDSHIP suddenly broken??

Hey friends, I dont know why am I writing this. The above few lines are not just written out of fiction, its tuth. I dont want to disclose whose life it is about coz' its not important. What is important is that, why do people decieve their friends? Is it the mistake of the other innocent friend who believed in friendship?

The innocent friend, is all about whom I know very well. She is hurt, for sure she is smiling but with a broken heart. Its difficult but she is living with it. She cried her heart out silently with no tears rolling down. she is still a good friend to be with.

I just understood one thing out of this..that "it hurts when your best friend cheats you and leaves you alone for no mistake of yours."

Please..this is a request to everyone in the world..."Please dont break the bond of friendship. It hurts."

The few lines below are for that person who broke the bond, who broke the trust..!!!

I will never forget you
though i find someone new
new lesson in life, you taught
be it in pain that i am now caught

I know it wont be easy
Its tough, Its heart breaking
but will live it definitely
as I dont want to be hurt again

Of all times you hurt me
of all times I cried
I now think, why was I hurt
and even, why I even cried

I still have many questions
I still cry out of pain
But all I can say is
Dear friend, I still respect you...!!!

I DO...!!!

I feel alone
even in a crowd
I wish to smile
I do, not from heart

I spoke out my heart
none heard
I refuse to speak
I do, now in grief

Wish to hate the world
Never to love again
Never accepts my heart
My values stop me

Every day I wake up
trying to smile
I do, even today
with a small wish

With every new ray
with every new dawn
I wish happiness
to the whole world

with every last ray
with every pretty dusk
I wish loads of joy
to the whole world

UNANSWERED..!!!

A sweet smile greets her every morning
With a warm hug, with the hot coffee
Expects her to smile back, and feel better
But never got it back

A loving hand brushes her hair every day
With love, with care, it runs through
Expects her to be happy and live with joy
But never got it back

Many eyes wanted to see her smiling
Many hearts loved her for the way she was
Many minds thought of her, and her life
But never got it back

She lived in the thoughts that ran through
Unable to link herself to the world around
She cried to know who she was
But never got it back

She wanted to know, why the smile
But the mother found it difficult
To say, “ Dear, I am your mother”
The dear daughter now never knew

She wanted to know, why the caring hand
But the father couldnot stop his tears
To say, “Dear, I am your father”
The dear daughter now never knew

She couldnot relate anything
The present world of hers lost the link
The link with her beautiful past
Living now, with just questions

Today all her questions still remained
Unanswered, but her breathe finally stopped
The pursuit of her identity is incomplete
She left the world, knowing not who she was…!!!!


i dedicate this post to all those suffering with Alzheimer's disease...when affected people forget everything...even who they are..!!! Long live the world but now die the disease..!!!

I think i will be writing about such social problems all this month....may be later on too..let me get serious now...!!! hope you will be there with me all along my journey...!!!

I WILL BE THERE...!!!

Shared with you everything i had

the smiles, the toys, the tears, the joys

Held your hand, helped you walk

Lifted you up, when you fell

I wanted to give you the best always

Showered on you the love I had

When you just smiled the little smile

I saw the world filled with life

I wanted to show you the worlds best

I wished you get every little happiness

I tried to be always there with you

I hope i was there when you needed me

I now see, I am lost finding your smile

Which was never mine,

I was never the precious pearl to you

one which you are to me

I gave you my trust

you never took with heart

I loved you like none other

I now see, you never cared

I cried alone at nights

no one knows, except my soul

I wanted you to feel special

In the quest, i lost my'self'

But dear, anytime in life

if you are left alone

Just take the pain and turn back

your sister will definitely be there for you

LOVE YOU My LI'L SIS...!!!

MISS YOU ALL..!!!

Mind you all..its a very long post..!!! But do read..its a bit important and special for me... i dont say you will enjoy it...but for sure you will all have your friends in you mind for a while...!!! and i tell you i am not adding any pictures for this post...i dint find any one that can better match my post today..!!!

today is a special day..it has got many specialities...!!!

1. it is the last day of the fourth month of the ninth year of the twenty first century...!!!
2. it is the last day of my Friend month in this Land of Dreams..!!!
3. it is the last exam of my B.Tech life...!!!
4. it is the last day of my life's most happiest days...!!!
5. it is the last day of sitting in the college bus..!!!
6. it is the last day of my college...!!!

Here is a poem dedicated to all my friends at CM Engineering College and specially the Gang of Octaves..!!!

Together we were, everything to share
to play, to study, to love, to care
were in joy, in happiness, filled it in air
had every minute for each other to spare
not enjoyed a moment, this must be very rare
everything, till now, was neat and fair
enter the new phase of life, we now dare
with our lives, we alone now pair
we are no more for each other there
in reality, a feeling of presence we wear
the beauty of time we spent, we now stare
wish to get it back, will never leave it, we swear
like never before, we will hold it with care
but we know, its just a lit lamp in the air
Lets move on, with memories in heart, there
with confidence, lets achieve our goals, lets now dare..!!!

I know....its a bit different poem i ever wrote...i am seriously gonna miss those days...

when we had lunch together in the last bench,
when we played with water in the class room,
when we bunke the lectures just to spend some time in the canteen,
when we cheered our Cricket team in red hot sun,
when we organized events for the department and the college,
when we spent long days in the canteen,
when we had ice creams in the lawn,
when we took pictures for no reason,
when we laughed the fullest,
when we gave out our exams,
when we planned our parties,
when we fought for silly reasons,
when we cried if we were hurt,
when we passed comments on our juniors in the corridor,
when we enjoyed the time near the class window,
when we prepared and presented seminars,
when we did our project,
when we were tensed with the tests,
when we lived the most happiest days of our lives.

we are gonna miss those happy days alot....it was four years back when we joined this college with the fear of new place and the most important ragging...we are the first outgoing batch of our college and we now feel proud of it...the last day was a memorable one tooo.....juss like the very first day when we were in fear but today we were left in tears...!!!

Today, when it was time to leave, i felt like i am leaving something more important than my life in that special place...i still dont know what that feeling is....there was a farewell in the school too where i studied for 12 years,....also in my +2 but i never felt this bad....i dont know anything when i joined this college....but today, i know what is right and what is not...!!!

also, this is a special place for the poetess in me. this is the place where i wrote my first poem...it has seen the change in my poetry since the last four years....!!!

think of college i get to me the time specnt with best gng in the world....the Gang of Octaves...!!! its not four years old...guess, its just one and half year old....we were just friends till then and now we are the best friends for each other....we had all the experiences together....!!!

Sukanya, Chandu, Vijay, Swathi, Jitu, Karthik, Shashank, Chaitu.....every one are special. each of us are different at attitude...we fight daily...but we are back to normal in just the next two minutes...!!! we had the best time together...!!!

i think i am making the post too long..kya karoon....i orget time when i speak about my college...!!!

Gonna miss my college very badly..!!!