Gloom..!!!

One of those days
When you feel sick at heart
Clock still ticks not the time you feel

Shades of grey you experience
Light though escapes darkness
No sun seen nor the moon

 The beautiful horizon is hid
Amidst the fog and clouds
Standing with thoughts occupying you

You sense the cool breeze
And the warmth of your tears
As loneliness eats you up

With every beat of heart
You know the time is passing
With the world standing still

Looking back I know
Everything was so beautiful
When did it change, I wonder

BREEZE...!!!

Oh! Cool breeze of love

bring me back from land unknown

show beauty of life

Written for: Haiku Heights...!!!

I DO...!!!

I feel alone
even in a crowd
I wish to smile
I do, not from heart

I spoke out my heart
none heard
I refuse to speak
I do, now in grief

Wish to hate the world
Never to love again
Never accepts my heart
My values stop me

Every day I wake up
trying to smile
I do, even today
with a small wish

With every new ray
with every new dawn
I wish happiness
to the whole world

with every last ray
with every pretty dusk
I wish loads of joy
to the whole world

LOST SMILE....!!!

Standing alone in the darkness, of life
The chances I have taken, left me tears
I miss my smile, the only one i ever had..!!!

EXLPORING DESTINY....!!!!

One leaf floats with the summer wave
In search of destiny
It already has..!!!

***Last Post on the Last day of the first month...!!!!***

I WAS ABANDONED..!!!

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Left me on a dark road, of all answerless questions
Shedding tears in that stinging rain, when none can see
All alone, unfolding some sweet memories heaped in my heart

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Where my words were never measured, but
The words I heard, broke me into pieces
All alone, was knitting those pieces to be me all again

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Where my hard work went unrewarded
The exertion buried me in deep distress
All alone, was shedding tears which were never mine

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Trust ran far away from me, never seemed to look back
Confidence shot me to knees, ripping every sense
All alone, was struggling to stand in every walk of life

I was abandoned, when I was there around
Will soon be recalled, one day, by at least one
For my special presence, or my silly talks
All alone, will be there in some part of the world

For I lived all alone, through all the twists and turns
Balanced all the ups and downs, solved all the problems
I will be far away, hiding my face behind the tears
All alone, I will be there not around, but still alive

***this is not just fantasy, it is a situation that some one in the world is facing these days.....i think it is true that..."people recognize the specialty of our presence only when we are apart"...!!!but when thy do, it will be very late..!!!***

though this is not my kind of poem with that special kind of feel good point, please review it...coz, my heart felt it too...!!!!